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in my hive.

by Benny Koziol

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1.
Theresa is trudging to school The old route, steady and alone But she stops outside of Mabel's flower shop - In the spring sun it's radiant as can be The rosewood sign seems to invite and she's early so she tiptoes inside. Then she's lost in the aisles so lush. She slowly forgets her life outside. Because all the flowers start dancing to the rhythms of her mind and it's a pageant of the leaf and steam- a festival of life. She opens for their message, they're welcoming her presence. I'm opened up for your message, bid welcome to your presence.
2.
Honey 03:24
In the heat my fountain's running dry No such nourishment for you or I Young and bereft - no presents left Honey But with white curtain pressed against my waist And a scoundrel's guilt creeping on my face My fingers wet with honey from that And if I can't sparkle anymore A million torments wait in store No love for me, there's no love for me Just honey And if you don't want me - then I don't want me Hell can have me, harpies reach out grab me by my coat And I down I go Into the honey I went down to the chapel, I was praying for a sign Brother John, don't lead me on, show me what is mine Your love is so corruptible, your flesh is indestructible Knees on the floor which started caving in A steaming swamp of honey that I started sinking in Love is so corruptible, but flesh is indestructible I've really done it this time with glitter in my eyes Afraid of my grave, afraid of being deprived Ashamed of myself, ashamed of my time Poison like honey, as simple as rhyme
3.
I got that vitamin feeling' all in my soul I'm feeling glittery and jittery and I'm losing control That vitamin feeling running through my bones feeling giggly and wiggly like volcanic stone Hey coyote step off my track, I know a mean old grizzly and she's on her way back I say whoa doggies, you're ruining the time We'll get there real soon but this song is mine I got that vitamin feeling' all in my soul I'm feeling glittery and jittery and I'm losing control
4.
Wild turkey frisked at the threshold Stubborn soul of thistle and fool's gold Feeling thirsty kneels at a water hole Public mercy in others a stranglehold Trim that stubble crisp for the daylight Hide that banjo and bottle from your mother's eyes And you don't know me Cuz I don't make myself known Wild turkey struts by the window Got so many feathers watch as I swing low All you house dogs whining at your masters Like cradle krill down bowing to your pastors But all you old bucks stoic, sturdy, and true I felt so low I had to reject you Cuz you don't know me I don't make myself known
5.
As I go to see the city A light peeps through my cell Lady in downtown tower so high I can't see her But to stand at the top of the dell I wish I were a rainbow To be a pillar of the scenery So close I could almost taste it all Out on the balcony I had a dream it was true But as I go to see the city My pride is welded to an end The essence of a crowd is to pretend you're not lonely Mural of faces that call you friend I wish I were a rainbow To be a pillar of the scenery So close I could almost taste it all Out on the balcony Visions so true As I go to see the city
6.
In perfect darkness I close my eyes in a chamber of white Headspace is tidy, house kept fine An urbane goldfish with lips so wide Fluttering in its bowl Making cool tides, dipping round wild In perfect darkness he speaks to me Like a three wing prophet My reverie, he swims for me
7.
Don't anger me I'll lose my life I thought out a list of reasons why So don't bother me or I'll fall and die My weakness is my wheel and my guide Don't angry me I'll lose my life There's sweeter pollens to swallow then pride And there's honeycomb static In my orphan, golden mind And the mark of the hive on my heart When I think how much these days mean to me
8.
In My Hive 04:31
Past the Sillybrook Fields and down a couple slides Twenty minutes north on lake drive On the left that's my hive In my hive Three square meals for a worker's appetite Faces smiling and manna from on high Served each day in my hive In my hive Oh Wisconsin, On Wisconsin To your cornfield breasts I will build my bricks Hinged on the dreams of a buzzed collective mind The thieves were wild and the joker's in the sky Spewing shit in my hive In my hive On black scratch discs I carved a chasm wide This band of horns worshipped in quiet for miles Noise is song in my hive In my hive Oh my queen bee, hail my queen bee To your vision best I will stack my bricks Friend and enemy carried with me To your vision best I will stack these bricks inside of my hive
9.
Did you know that in the grove with the cherubs made of stone and the bench where you were sitting while we were pensively dreaming that you knit me to your beautiful web? So hold fast my lover as you're holding onto me And I've never seen another who was braver or so wise I've watched you struggle but now you're bountiful and wild Like a tadpole before my eyes I'm kneeling at the shrine of you You amongst all I love anew today Did you know that I get sad when I see my rainboots from way back or your tomorrow-spanning skyrise under the banner of amorous skies? Shedding blood and skin for the beautiful web So hold fast my brother as you're holding onto me And I've never seen another who was braver or so wise I've watched you struggle but now you're bountiful and wild Like a tadpole before my eyes So I call to you in my distress Banish this beast, give us rest There's mastery sown in the fibers of our hide Thank you fortune feast of matter and time
10.
You can let your guard down, the coast is clear I've been waiting, waiting on your sunrise And to see morning in my lover's eyes Come back to me now A second chance is here for your taking Babe I won't let you down Just come back to me now And when I count the days down, the days we've left There's just no time, no time for us to resist this Let's both heal each other with a phoenix kiss Come back to me now A second chance is here for your taking Babe I won't let you down Just come back to me now Would you come meet me tonight? Would you take me as I am- blistery, childlike, and comical... but always yours. Would you come meet me tonight? Would you tame the squalor of vicious winds outside my house? Come meet me tonight. Come back to me now A second chance is here for your taking Babe I won't let you down Just come back to me now
11.
Corner of town at the general store Upstairs there's bewitching A tune above the floor On a dusty barrel at dusk so gray The haunted fiddle crucifies the day Life is a lonely night And a million aching things can be heard In the desert of bedroom no light Will quench my child's thirst No no no Sons of the house are long gone still The daughters married off And the sheepdog ill The dirge begins as the night sets in And that old haunted fiddle never yields Life is a lonely night And a million aching things can be heard In the desert of bedroom no light Will quench my child's thirst No no no No pause, no cause to ever slow down This world wasn't made for loving anyhow And that burning tobacco you can smell a million things Better days, jaded rings, or just fire in the trees Oh, they're burning now and they cry Life is a lonely night And a million aching things can be heard In the desert of bedroom no light Can quench my child's thirst Don't quench this thirst
12.
I can't create with an unsatisfied mind The bunnies eat my cabbage in the grass outside My life is slowly changing away from Charlie Brown These days we're slowly changing away from Charlie Brown All that's red and green and splendid surely will drown

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"The bee collects honey from flowers in such a way as to do the least damage or destruction to them, and he leaves them whole, undamaged and fresh, just as he found them." - St. Francis de Sales

// compositions by benjamin d. koziol
// recorded and conceptualized at 720 studios

special thanks to brady and jason k
special thanks to thomas dolan

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released August 25, 2017

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Benny Koziol Milwaukee, Wisconsin

A self-recording singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist from Milwaukee, WI, Benny is emerging indie talent with an already sizable discography of lo-fi pop experiments.

Since 2020, Benny has developed his band-in-a-box approach across a range of original folk, country, soul and R&B projects, integrating digital and analog elements with esoteric verse and psychedelic audio design.
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